(Clearwisdom.net) Once I got myself into a dire and confused situation during the process of doing Dafa work. I already had a tight schedule, but I wanted to take on some more truth-clarification work. I also wanted to memorize Zhuan Falun and at the same time improve the Dafa work that I was already doing. I was in a sorry plight weighed down by numerous problems at work and I often had to work overtime. I decided to memorize Zhuan Falun before doing anything else to deal with the situation. The more I memorized the Fa, the more I could feel myself melting into the Fa. I was continuously improving. The more I memorized the Fa, the further I was moving away from the confused situation. The environment around me had also changed. It is Dafa that opened up a new outlook for me.
I am a young practitioner. I work from Monday to Friday and prepare truth-clarifying materials on Saturday and Sunday. After I finish all the Dafa work, it is usually Sunday night already. After I read Zhuan Falun for a while, it's midnight. When I lie in my bed, I often feel that my heart is crying for not being able to read the Fa enough.
I watched the video of Fa Teaching Given to the Australian Practitioners. Master said that those practitioners who have been distributing Dafa truth-clarifying materials on the streets and in front of Chinese Consulates for a long period of time are doing really well. However, I had been working on preparing materials for several years. I rarely clarified the facts face-to-face, let alone handed out flyers. I didn't want to hide behind the excuse that I was already doing truth-clarification work by preparing materials. I also wanted to give out truth-clarifying CDs on the streets.
The truth-clarifying work I was doing required me to learn new techniques and buy new equipment in order to be able to expose the local persecution more thoroughly and increase the impact of truth-clarification. More time and energy was needed in order to achieve that. There was already not enough time. My workplace needed me to work overtime on Saturdays and Sundays as well. To just manage what I was already doing had made me physically and mentally exhausted. It seemed impossible to achieve what I really wanted to do as described above.
Later I decided to memorize Zhuan Falun before I do everything else. Besides the group Fa study at night, I would memorize three pages of the Fa every day. Because I have already memorized the Fa several times and every time I started to memorize the Fa again, I found it much easier than the time before. I had the same experience this time. I tried to find any time that I could to memorize the Fa, regardless of whether I was at work or home. During the process of memorizing the Fa, I found my attachments, and some Fa principles also became clear to me. I could feel clearly that I was melting into the Fa. The things I did were in line with the Fa and my heart became much calmer, and I was no longer easily moved like before.
It may sound mystical, but in my tight schedule, after I spent another two hours every day memorizing the Fa, my work of validating the Fa was not only not affected, it instead made a great leap forward because of the elevation of my individual cultivation level. I bought a DVD writer and distributed copies of the DVD, Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party and the Chinese New Year Gala with a local truth-clarifying booklet or with two flyers. I gave these out once a week. Though the amount was not great, the result was quite good. Time was really tight before the lunar New Year, but because of memorizing the Fa, we actually had great breakthroughs in exposing the persecution and making truth-clarifying materials.
All these ideas that seemed impossible to achieve in the past have gradually been fulfilled one after another. I knew clearly that it is Dafa that created all this for me. In China, many practitioners who have material sites at home need to go to work and also prepare truth-clarifying materials at home. The workload they carry is very heavy and tiring. My personal experience has testified that Dafa is the foundation of doing everything well. No matter how busy, I hope my fellow practitioners can take Fa study seriously, study the Fa well, and take xinxing improvement seriously, because these are the guarantees of doing Dafa work well. Our saving sentient beings and xinxing improvement in personal cultivation are all from this great Fa! Dafa is the fundamental guarantee for everything!