(Clearwisdom.net) I have been practicing Dafa for eleven years. With Teacher's great compassion and care, I have walked steadily along my path. I have experienced many miracles in my cultivation, none of which I can express in words. But today I must share my experiences, because they are warnings for me and those practitioners who do not take sending forth righteous thoughts seriously.
Today I was going to print some experience sharing articles from the Minghui website for other practitioners. Not being very familiar with printing, I was very slow. Before printing them, I changed all the selected articles to a printer-friendly format. However, before I had even selected which article to print first, my printer suddenly started printing. I looked at the printed article, entitled "Strengthening Sending Forth Righteous Thoughts to Disintegrate the Evil." I read this article and realized that this was Teacher reminding me and other practitioners to take sending forth righteous thoughts seriously.
Finally, I successfully burned a CD of the 2009 Shen Yun Performing Arts shows. I quickly set it up so that I could watch it right away. I had a smile on my face the whole time and my eyes filled with tears of joy. I felt so proud to be a Dafa practitioner, but I also felt ashamed because I still struggled with human attachments. However, I felt completely immersed in watching the performance and wanted more people to see these amazing performers. I knew that the show was worth seeing a hundred times!
I gave out the first CD of the Shen Yun show to a clothing saleswoman named Chen Siyu, a non-practitioner. I followed her when she went out to get water. We chatted for a while, and I said, "I have a CD of the 2009 Shen Yun Performing Arts. Since you believe in Buddhism, you should watch it. You will regret it if you miss out." She replied, "I have nothing to do at the moment, so I might as well take a look!" When I put the CD into her hands, I said, "Please watch carefully." The next day, she found me and said, " I was impressed and surprised when I watched it; I could not believe it was performed by real people! Each performance was so marvelous! All the songs have very deep meanings. We live just for this moment. Watching it once is not enough. The contents of the songs reflect many current social issues, and I'd like to get one more CD." I replied, 'I can burn another one for you. You should let your family watch it as well." She answered. "I will. Thank you very much!"
I gave my second CD of the 2009 Shen Yun show to my colleagues, and we watched it together. When I began to play the disc, they were very excited. I heard one person shout out, "Where is this....?!" They were mesmerized by every performance, speechless in fact. It was evident that each exquisite performance touched them deeply and that the profound inner meaning of the songs moved them deeply. After several performances, some people asked for more CD's to take home to their families. I passed the CD's to them and said, "You must share this with your family." I believe that it doesn't matter if they are predestined or not, they will change after watching Shen Yun.
I began practicing Falun Gong in November of 1997. Before then, I felt my life was filled with bitterness to the point where I was tired of living. I believed in reincarnation and did want to reincarnate. In my heart I asked my creator: "Let my life disappear forever in the cosmos because I cannot see the inner meaning of my life." When I read the book "Zhuan Falun," my life changed. Zhuan Falun answered my questions and gave me hope. I knew after reading the book that no matter what tribulation awaited me, I would never give up!
A few years ago, when the evil was pervasive and running wild in other dimensions, I did not have the resources to obtain truth-clarifying materials. I felt anxious and very pained because of this. I asked the practitioners near me, but still could not obtain any materials. One day my husband brought home materials that were originally printed from the Minghui website. He knew how much I needed these materials. I asked him where he had found them. He said he took them from a basket off of someone's bicycle. I know this was our great Teacher's arrangement. I knew what I needed do. After reading the materials, I made several hand-written copies and gave them out. Later, my colleagues began to bring me materials whenever they could. I told my colleagues and my husband, "If you see materials on someone's bike again, don't take it because he is predestined to have them." Since then, my husband only picks up truth-clarifying materials from the ground after they have been discarded.
I started to think that I should not just wait for other people to get truth-clarifying materials for me--I should learn how to browse the Internet and how to print. My husband was worried about my safety, as well as that of our son, and refused to teach me, so I had to learn by myself. Later, I tried to use the mouse for the computer and my son was very surprised at how I was able to learn so quickly. I learned how to download, save copies, and print materials. Before learning this, I always heard from other practitioners that it was not safe to browse the Internet because the evil blocks and monitors Internet traffic. For this reason, many practitioners were afraid to work on computers. But without access to any truth-clarifying materials, I decided that I could not lose contact with Dafa. I asked my son to browse minghui.ca, but he said he could not open the site. When he saw that I was very anxious to get on the website, he persevered and found another way to get through with my CD software. So now I can print Dafa materials for practitioners. I am very grateful to our great Teacher.
I feel that I am not able to express myself that well in writing, but I still wanted to share my experiences. Please point out any of my mistakes and thank you.