(Clearwisdom.net) At present, I am not always clear-headed, but I know Falun Dafa is good. I must utilize my times of mental clarity to expose all that I have encountered and post it on the Internet. I will describe all I have gone through.
On the evening of November 25, 2006, I was arrested at a train station in Nahe City, Heilongjiang Province, by police officer Miao Yujiu (male) from the State Security Division of the Morin Dawa Qi Police Department in the Inner Mongolian Autonomous Region and police officers from Nahe City. I was then transported to Morin Dawa Qi Police Department in the Inner Mongolian Autonomous Region, where the police beat me mercilessly to try to coerce me to reveal the names and addresses of other Falun Dafa practitioners. I did not tell them, so they took me to a local detention center.
At the detention center, I went on a hunger strike to protest the persecution. After interrogating me twice, they physically examined me against my will. The second day they forcibly injected me with an unknown drug. After the injection, my hands started to tremble and my whole body twitched. I soon lost conscious and cannot remember anything else from that episode.
Afterwards, since I was almost dead from the torture, they told my mother, who was at that time also illegally imprisoned at this detention center, to carry me to her cell to care for me. At times I was able to recognize my mother. She told me that my actions under the influence of the drug were not according to a normal practitioner's behavior at all: I was speaking nonsense (I was completely unaware of what I said), I wet the bed, and sometimes I was on my knees with no clothes on.
I was imprisoned there for more than 40 days and was unable to withstand the pain in my heart. I hallucinated and heard voices telling me to give up my life because it was an agreement I had made with them and I must do it now because I had already committed wrongdoings and my life was destined to end this way. My mother cried all the time but made sure I drank water daily.
I hallucinated that I had turned into a tree. Starting from my feet, I turned into a big tree for a moment, but I still had human thoughts. Then I started to vomit, and my vomit smelled of tree sap, and it seemed as if I vomited the sap from an entire tree. After I finished vomiting, my life as a tree ended. In brief, I experienced a lot under the influence of the drug.
Early in the morning on January 4, 2007, I noticed that the person who bathed me and washed my hair everyday was actually my mother. I said to her, "Was it you who has looked after me this whole time?" My mother said, "Yes," and asked, "Have you just now recognized me?" I answered in the affirmative. I was starting to regain my consciousness, but sometimes it's still not very strong.
On January 7, 2007, they saw that I was sober at times, so they interrogated me again. At about seven minutes past 9 p.m., they called my mother out and told her they would deliver me to a larger prison. Just like that, on that evening, my mother and I were separated.
They did not take me to a prison, but to a bathhouse instead. After taking a bath, we were taken to the assistant commissioner of Morin Dawa Qi Police Department and the 610 Office Director (male) Zhang Shibin. It was an evil '"reformation" base' (brainwashing center), where those in charge used both persuasion and threats combined with inducements.
Intermittently, my brain was not conscious enough to control myself. In addition, I had been in that place for a long time. Even more importantly, I did not study the Fa and do the exercises, enabling the drug to play a role, so I told all that I knew. Afterwards, I was totally unaware of what I had said! I was confused, and I felt I had lost my identity.
After the drug's influence dissipated, I felt like I was in the hell. The pained, regretful feeling was beyond description. The Chinese Communist Party's crimes against good people who pursue Truthfulness, Compassion, and Forbearance will reap reprisals from the heavens. Nor will those die-hard malicious people who follow the Party in persecuting Falun Dafa practitioners be able to escape heavens' punishment!
