(Clearwisdom.net) In the process of clarifying the truth and saving sentient beings, I have walked well when I have had sufficient righteous thoughts but have fallen heavily when I have had strong human attachments. As a Fa-rectification period Dafa disciple, it is all the more important to cultivate myself well and at the same time do the three things well. Only in this way can I live up to Master's requirements and play the role of saving sentient beings.
At work, I did my job according to the principles I was enlightened to. I went to work on time and did my job well. Sometimes I argued with my colleagues when they didn't listen to me, but I rectified this immediately when I realized what I was doing. I clarified the truth to those who contacted me during work hours, and gave them truth-clarifying materials and DVDs. Because I work in a warehouse, drivers are my usual contacts. Normally, I would chat with them first. After they signed the cargo receipts, I would immediately give them truth-clarifying materials and DVDs, pamphlets, copies of "Minghui Weekly" and other materials, so that drivers in the same vehicle could have a chance to read in turn. I usually give people the Nine Commentaries on the Communist Party on CD.
One day I was thinking of a way to clarify the truth to a particular driver. I saw him speak to our salesperson in a dialect that I couldn't understand. The salesperson pointed at me and the driver then walked towards me. He chatted with me for a little while and then asked for truth-clarifying CDs from me. This was the first time that people asked for truth-clarifying materials, while often people didn't take much notice of me even when I tried very hard to clarify the truth to them.
I asked him how he knew that I had the CDs. He said, "You have given them to many of our drivers. I want them as well to have a look." I clarified the truth to him immediately and gave pamphlets, CDs and Dafa amulets to the three drivers. They accepted them happily and I felt happy for them as well. Later on I said to the salesperson that he would have good reward for the good deed he did. He was happy and said, "I will continue to help you because you are very kind in many ways." I gave him an amulet and wished him well.
One of my colleagues borrowed over 1,000 yuan from me but she didn't want to return it to me. I realized that it was an opportunity to improve my xinxing. I didn't take it to heart. I shared this with fellow practitioners. I visited her and told her about Dafa. I didn't mention any money matters to her, but after a while, her husband, who was the director of our work unit, returned the money to me. Through my family members they said that I showed my kindness on this matter.
My husband only allowed me to practice the exercises at home and didn't allow me to go out to distribute truth-clarifying materials or persuade people to withdraw from the CCP. He threatened several times that he would divorce me. I denied the arrangement of the old forces completely and continued doing what a Dafa practitioner should do. I eliminated the evil with righteous thoughts and walked the path with a righteous mind. When my fellow practitioners came across the same problem, I told them that we should take the Fa as teacher and completely negate the arrangements of the old forces, eliminate the evil with righteous thoughts, and walk our path with a righteous mind. With Master's protection, we made it through every time.
When the Nine Commentaries were first published, I was wondering how it had anything to do with our cultivation. After sharing with practitioners, I understood and withdrew from the CCP immediately. I began to spread the information about quitting the CCP to the people around me. I talked to people while giving them the pamphlets. I realized that people who could know me, have contact with me or be my relatives and friends all have deep predestined relationships with me. At this historical moment, I should do better to let them know the truth. On holidays, I invited fellow practitioners to visit relatives and friends 90 miles away by motorcycle and gave them truth-clarifying materials, CDs, and amulets, and also persuaded them to withdraw from the CCP. If I went to the same place, I normally found different local practitioners each time, as every practitioner had different wisdom and different ways of doing things. Every time I learned a lot. Practitioners harmonized each other and supplemented each other.
Sometimes I studied the Fa with a local group of three to five practitioners. I helped to make truth-clarifying materials and would distribute them by car or motorcycle come rain or shine, day or night. All of us have a common hope: we hope that all sentient beings can be saved. When we learned that local practitioners were persecuted, we sent forth righteous thoughts together and went out to put up posters and distribute materials. Our whole body harmonized better and better. I realized that it is due to Master's immense compassion for sentient beings.
Every week I had to take Minghui Weekly, other truth-clarifying materials, CDs, amulets, MP4s and Dafa books from the material centers to local areas. As long as I could do it myself, I would not ask others to do it. After a summer, my arms became dark from a deep tan, but I had no regrets. Many practitioners did as I had done. Practitioners helped each other. The whole body became very harmonized.
With the help of fellow practitioners, I started to learn how to use the computer in the New Year of 2007 and started to make truth-clarifying materials on my own. But I didn't clarify the truth to my husband well and I had fear in my heart for a long time. One day, I was discussing with practitioners on how to clarify the truth well at my home. Truth-clarifying materials were piled on the table and truth-clarifying DVDs were playing on the television when my husband came home. He blew up on the spot. The other practitioners left immediately. I packed up all the things and went to my room to send forth righteous thoughts. Later on, my husband called and scolded me. He confiscated the materials and the printer in front of my parents and left my computer untouched. I was at a standoff with him. I couldn't let go of my competitiveness. My heart of hatred came up. Conflict broke out again. My heart ached and I remembered Master's poem "Don't Be Sad."
It was clear that everything was caused by human sentiment. I sent text messages to him while I was at work and made it very clear to him that I was saving sentient beings and pointed out to him that we did not communicate well with each other. The next day, my husband came to reason with me with one of our relatives. I didn't waver at all in my belief. They didn't want me to clarify the truth or make or distribute truth-clarifying materials. I refused and sent forth righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil behind them. Afterwards, I wrote a six-page letter to my husband.
Around the time of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I sent a six-page text message to the relative who works in the medical industry and participated in controlling Dafa practitioners. I made it clear to him how a human being should choose a way to preserve his life. Through this incident, I took the opportunity to clarify the truth to family members. I kept letting go of my attachments and qing. I treated my relatives as sentient beings and did what a Fa-rectification period Dafa disciple should do. Not long afterwards, I installed the DVD writer into my computer again. It is running quite well now.
Master is always at my side protecting me and uses other people to give hints to me in the hope that I can get rid of human attachments as soon as possible and truly elevate myself. I am grateful for what Master has done for me and has given me. At the same time, I thank fellow practitioners for their support, encouragement and tolerance. I will do better and do well what a Fa-rectification Dafa practitioner should do.
