(Clearwisdom.net) I am a Falun Gong practitioner from Hebei Province. I have practiced Falun Dafa for over ten years. I would like to share my cultivation experiences with fellow practitioners. Please kindly correct me if there is anything inappropriate.
Falun Gong Practitioner Could Not Get Poisoned
Many years ago during the summer months, I felt very sick after I finished spraying insecticide in a farm field. I was sweating profusely, and I could not eat anything, as I kept throwing up. During this time, I hadn't been steadfast in studying the Fa, and my human notions surfaced. I thought, “Have I been poisoned?” My husband forced me to go to the hospital right away. I sensed immediately that I was wrong about being poisoned. How could a cultivator be poisoned? I let go of this thought and my condition gradually improved to become normal. I understood what Master said,
“In Buddhism, it is said that every phenomenon in human society is illusory and unreal.” (Zhuan Falun)
Looking for the People Who Damage Falun Dafa Messages
When the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) was rampantly persecuting Falun Gong in our local area, local practitioners stepped forward to clarify the truth and save sentient beings. I was also heavily involved. I posted many Falun Dafa messages on walls and utility poles in my village. I felt happy since I knew that sentient beings could be saved after they viewed them. However, all the messages were covered with black paint after only a few days. I calmly considered, “I need to clarify the truth to the village official. I need to let go of my attachment to fear and not let him commit crimes against Dafa.” Therefore, I found him, and clarified the truth to him. I explained the historical activities hosted by the CCP as well as the propaganda of the staged “Tiananmen Immolation.” After listening to my words he said, “To tell you the truth, I didn't want to do it. However, the leaders kept pressuring me and I had to do it.” I later found the person who was hired to eliminate the messages. After I clarified the truth to him, he understood that what he had done was a criminal behavior against Falun Dafa. He said that he would no longer do it.
My strong belief in Falun Dafa helped me find the village official. I thought that since these sentient beings had committed crimes against Dafa, their behavior could cause them to be destroyed completely. I did not even think about whether I would be persecuted by the evil forces or not. I just wanted to protect Dafa.
Cultivating Myself Well and Passing a Family Tribulation
When the CCP was seriously persecuting Falun Gong, my family members often heard news about the arrests of Falun Gong practitioners. Due to worry about my safety, my husband didn't allow me to attend any group study, or truth-clarification activities. He locked me in at home right after dinner. I was anxious to leave but could not open the door. Therefore, I thought before sending forth righteous thoughts, “The evil forces can never interfere with the path that Master arranges for me. No one can stop me from attending Fa study.” I suddenly realized that I needed to deal with it wisely, and I let go of my anger. I then said to my husband with a smile, “I understand that you are thinking about me, and are afraid that I could be arrested. However, after I learned Falun Gong, my health improved, my bad temper disappeared, and we no longer fought. All these good things were brought by Dafa!” He didn't say anything, but after that he no longer bothered me. He now fully supports my Dafa work at home. He welcomes practitioners to come to our home for Fa study. He doesn't say anything negative when I do face-to-face truth clarification. He even told our daughter, “Your mom is good!”
More than ten years have passed since I started practicing Falun Gong. I am not particularly good at understanding the deeper meanings of the Fa, but I firmly believe in Master and Dafa, and always walk on the path that Master arranges. I will do the three thingswell to show my gratitude for Master's merciful salvation.
