(Clearwisdom.net) Since I obtained the Fa in 1998 I have deeply experienced Master's profound mercy. My eyes fill with tears whenever I think about it. Before cultivating in Dafa, I had many illnesses. But merely one month after I began practicing, magical things happened to me and I was completely healed. Back then, I could not find any words to express to Master how grateful I was. I am writing down my 13-year-long personal cultivation experiences to thank Master for His merciful salvation and protection. I will walk well on the path to its final destination.
At the beginning of the persecution, my faith in Master and the Fa was pure, even though my understanding of the Fa was still shallow. I knew clearly what I had experienced and what was right and wrong.
1. Going to Beijing to Appeal
Hearing that the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) was gearing up to
persecute Falun Gong practitioners and, as a result, take away our
basic human rights, I decided to go to Beijing on July 19, 1999, to
appeal for justice for Falun Gong. I wanted to tell the government
officials that persecuting Falun Gong practitioners was wrong, and
I also wanted to tell them my personal experiences, to prove to
them that Falun Gong was good for everyone.
While waiting for the bus, a stranger told me, “You’re planning to
go to Beijing to appeal, right? There will be checkpoints on your
way. If the police stop your bus, get off and walk along a
cornfield, which will take you back to the main road.” I did not
pay too much attention to what he said. However, after the bus had
traveled about 10 miles, a gang of police officers and a few local
government officials stopped the bus and ordered everyone to get
off. I turned around and saw a cornfield right next to me. Before
the police noticed, I ran into the field, wandered around, and then
went back to the main road again. Yet, I knew that there must be
more checkpoints down the road. I told Master that I really wanted
to go to Beijing because I could use my personal experiences to
prove that Falun Gong was extraordinary. That one righteous thought
helped me; from then on no one spoke with me or demanded to check
me at checkpoints. No one even looked at me.
Still, it was hard to buy train tickets. When a policeman asked me
for my ID, I told him that I did not have it with me. He told his
partner that I did not have an ID. Yet, no one paid any attention
to him somehow, so he walked away. Finally I boarded the train to
Beijing. When the train stopped at the station before Beijing the
atmosphere in the train became tense. A gang of police officers
came on board to check everyone’s ID. Of course, when he tried to
check me, I did not have any ID. He shouted, “This one doesn’t have
an ID.” However, the other police officers did not respond. Thus I
survived another checkpoint.
Finally I arrived in Beijing. When I was near the exit of the train
station, I saw policemen with batons and dark faces checking
people’s tickets and IDs. Refusing to be intimidated, I walked
straight forward toward the exit. As I was approaching the
checkpoint, a voice suddenly shouted from behind. When everyone
turned around to see who made that sound, I exited the train
station.
Among all the practitioners in my area who traveled to validate the
Fa at that time, I was the only one who successfully arrived in
Beijing. That event alone proved the mighty virtue of Dafa. It also
helped me establish a solid foundation and gain confidence to
validate the Fa. I knew what I should do. In the past decade, I
have experienced Dafa's miracles numerous times. We can use
different ways to validate the Fa. When difficulties happen it must
mean that we have done something wrong. It is our conventional
thinking that we have accumulated in this dimension that blocks our
true selves. If our faith in Teacher and Dafa is not solid enough,
it can restrict our cultivated sides from validating the Fa.
2. Compassion
While sending righteous thoughts one morning in the fall of 2002, I sensed that an evil force was approaching my residence. Immediately I told the practitioners who were with me, “They’re coming. Gather our righteous thoughts to eliminate them. Don’t be interfered with.” Then someone knocked on my door. We continued sending righteous thoughts. About 30 minutes later I opened the door. The head of the Armed Forces Division was at the door, along with a gang of thugs from the township government. The person in charge said, “The political head wants you to go to the township government to talk to him.” I replied, “I’m not going. After practicing Falun Gong, I don’t compete with anyone, and I have not violated any laws. Isn't that a good thing? Why don’t you appreciate Falun Gong? Why do you harass us instead?” As I spoke them I was saying to Master, “Help me! I’m not going to that place. It’s not a place for me to cultivate. I need to rescue more people.” I clearly saw two words in my mind, “Tell them.” After that, two police cars and several motorcycles surrounded my home. More and more villagers came to watch. During the entire time I sent righteous thoughts to eliminate the evil forces that controlled the persecutors.
I told the villagers present, “You all know how I survived all
the illness that I suffered from before. Since practicing Falun
Gong I am very healthy and am still alive. However, they don’t
allow me to practice Falun Gong, and if I do, they’ll put me in
jail.” Some of the villagers began to complain. Without saying a
word, the government officials who were there to arrest me squatted
down, with their heads on their knees. They did not move. Having
finished what I wanted to say, I walked away. I found out later
that most of the practitioners in our township who were involved in
{{clarifying the truth} about Falun Gong were incarcerated during
that round of the persecution.
3. Offering Sentient Beings Salvation with the Truth of
Dafa
Lies obscured the entire sky on July 20, 1999; Dafa and Master were
slandered and accusations were fabricated. No matter where I went,
if people started to say bad things about Dafa, I would clarify the
truth to them. As time went by, nobody said anything bad against
Dafa to me anymore. I did not have fear. In fact, I wrote letters
to the TV stations, radio stations, and the Law and Politics
Bureau, using my personal experiences with my real name and
address. I wrote of the magnificence of Dafa and also clarified the
truth about the persecution in those letters.
Once when I was told to go to the local police station, I did go.
Once there I told the head of the police station about my
cultivation experiences. He said, “Maybe my wife should practice
Falun Gong. There’s no hope for her illnesses to be healed.” After
that I often went to speak with those police officers. The township
head was pressured to harass the practitioners. I told him, “Isn’t
it true that where there’s a rule, there’s a way around it? Why
can’t you think of a way to get out of it?” In the entire county,
our township officials persecuted Falun Gong practitioners the
least.
4. Miracles at Tiananmen Square
Another practitioner and I decided to go to Beijing once
again to appeal for Falun Gong on May 1, 2001. With Master's
protection we made it to Tiannamen Square safe and sound. Not
knowing how to get to the Office of Letters and Appeals, I thought
that, since so many practitioners were coming to Tiananmen Square
to clarify the facts every day, it would be great if I could meet a
practitioner who knew the way. I spotted two people sitting down at
the eastern side of the square. They looked a lot like
practitioners. After chatting with them I found out that they were
indeed practitioners. Sitting down with them in a circle we took
turns reading Zhuan Falun.
As soon as we began reading, a miracle happened. It seemed that the
air had been frozen and the things and people around us had been
altered; people had actually slowly withdrawn from us. We were left
alone within the 20-meter-radius. A police vehicle parked outside
the radius, and they did not even open their doors. The sound of us
reading Zhuan Falun filled the air, spreading the mercy of
Dafa to sentient being and demonstrating to the evil forces the
solemnity of Dafa. After we finished reading over an hour later,
the radius around us was immediately filled with people again, and
the police got out of their vehicle.
5. Solid as a Diamond
After July 20, 1999, the persecution of Falun Gong was
exceptionally tragic; nearly all practitioners in our area were
interfered with or persecuted in some way. Our village Party head
initially came to my house several times a day. He also designated
people to watch me because he was afraid that I would go to appeal
for or tell others the truth of Falun Gong.
After July 20, 1999, local Science Bureau people used some
scientific tactics, trying to convince me to give up Falun Gong.
When I told them about the paranormal phenomena of Dafa and how my
body was purified after I practiced Falun Gong for over a month,
they looked at each other and were speechless.
Concerned about my safety, a few practitioners told me to leave our
town and hide for a short while. I told them, “Master has not
taught us in any part of the Fa that we should be destitute and
homeless. Only fugitives run away and become homeless. I am a
practitioner of Dafa, and I should demonstrate to the world that
the mighty virtue of Dafa practitioners is as solid as a
diamond.”
Even though the persecution has been going on for 12 years, I
have been able to walk upright in the face of tests and
tribulations. I have been able to face everyone I have met and tell
them kindheartedly, “Falun Dafa is good;
Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good.”
6. Feeling the Mighty Mercy of Buddha
To bring all practitioners in the local area on board with the
Fa-rectification since the beginning of the persecution, I carried
on the task of coordinator for our local practitioners. Every
single step that I took in the past 12 years all demonstrate the
bountiful mercy of Dafa and Master's guidance and protection. Once
I was driving to a practitioner’s home to deliver materials. On my
way there my car stopped running for no apparent reason. I was soon
able to re-start the car and then drove to the practitioner’s home.
When I got there I found that her residence had just been ransacked
and the policemen had left right before I arrived. The practitioner
asked me if I had met any policemen on my way there. I said no. But
we both knew that the result would have been unimaginable had my
car not stopped for a while on my way there.
One day on my way back from out of town with truth-clarifying
materials I ran into the deputy head of the police station.
Thinking that I was doing the most righteous thing and no one
should be allowed to interfere, I passed him with a smile on my
face. Nodding at me, he simply smiled back.
With Master's protection I was able to maintain a merciful
mentality for the past 12 years and treat people rationally. As a
result, people who know me can feel the miracles of Dafa. Because
of that, they also got an opportunity to learn the truth.
I have never been persecuted personally in the past 12 years. I am
able to cultivate in a peaceful environment, which helps the
ordinary people around me to eliminate their fear of the evil
forces. As a result, they are able to have a positive view of Dafa
and learn the truth. A practitioner’s son was going to take the
college entrance exams. He would try to stop his mother from
practicing Falun Gong because he was afraid the Communist regime
would deny his admission to college. Seeing that my child was
admitted to a college without any problems, the mother and son's
confidence grew. After he was admitted to a college, he told
everyone that Falun Gong was good and tried to help others to
obtain the Fa.
During the process of cultivation over the past 12 years, I have
changed into a more mature and rational practitioner. How much we
enlighten to in the Fa determines how much cultivation will benefit
us.