(Minghui.org) For a period of time, due to family issues, I couldn't let go of my attachment to human emotions. I felt a lot of pressure, and whenever I studied the Fa, I just couldn't absorb it.
One day when studying the Fa my eyesight became very blurry, and I couldn't see the words clearly. At the Fa study group, I sat on a chair so that I could see the words clearly under the light coming in through the window. The next day, some practitioners prepared a chair for me and I sat in the same place again. During Fa study, I suddenly realized that I was the only one sitting on a chair while the others were all sitting on the floor. I thought I'd better sit on the floor with the other practitioners. Teacher said, “Negate them, completely negate everything of the old forces!” (“Fa-Lecture During the 2003 Lantern Festival at the U.S. West Fa Conference”)
I decided that I wouldn't accept this persecution from the old forces. I just could not accept it. I had the final say on my own eyes. I wouldn't acknowledge the interference and persecution from the old forces. More importantly, I asked Master for help, keeping in mind Master's words:
“'I'm Li Hongzhi's disciple, I don't want other arrangements or acknowledge them'--then they won't dare to do that. So it can all be resolved. When you can really do that, not just saying it but putting it into action, Master will definitely stand up for you. What's more, there are lots of Fa guardians around Master, there are lots of Buddhas, Daos, and Gods, and there are even greater beings, and they will all participate, because forced persecution that's not acknowledged is a crime, and the cosmos's old laws don't allow it either--irrational persecution absolutely is not allowed, and the old forces don't dare to do it if that is the situation. So you should do things as righteously as you can.” (“Fa-Lecture During the 2003 Lantern Festival at the U.S. West Fa Conference”)
I just want to study the Fa. As a Dafa disciple, I must study the Fa. Though I had difficulty reading Zhuan Falun, I continued to read it. Initially my eyesight didn't improve. The next day, my eyesight deteriorated even more. On the third day, I could hardly see anything. I didn't accept it. It was an illusion. I read the book at the Fa study group as well as at home. I read Lecture Two, Lecture Three, and on and on. I said Master, “I will see.” After reading two lectures, my eyesight improved. After I finished reading Lecture Four, my eyesight became clear again, and I could see things with clarity.
Nothing is impossible if we have solid faith in Master and Dafa.
