(Minghui.org) I had a dream at about 4:40 p.m. on August 11, 2013. In the dream I saw that the sky was overcast throughout the world. People were outside doing things, but there weren't too many people around.
Suddenly a thought popped into my head, “The time has arrived. Its time to return home.” I then saw a light in the distance. It was a broad column of white light, that reached from heaven to earth, yet it didn't irritate my eyes. A Dafa disciple leisurely flew upward. Her appearance changed to that of a goddess from the East when she entered the beam of light and gradually ascended. The gods in the beam of light were extremely conspicuous, particularly in contrast with the gloom that the rest of the world had sunken into, and the scene was visible from anywhere in the world. People exclaimed with great admiration, “They are gods! They are truly gods!” Viewing this from far away, we couldn't distinguish their facial features, but admired their grace and beauty. They looked much like Master's drawings of the Feitian Goddesses.
The first Dafa disciple had transformed into a goddess and ascended. After a while she disappeared from sight. Another Dafa disciple immediately appeared inside the column of light. It seemed as if this light beam was the only passageway to depart from the human world, and only one Dafa disciple could be in the beam at a time. It was a kind of testimony and also a kind of revelation.
I could barely see the second practitioner when I began to feel very light, and slowly began floating towards the beam of light. The people in my vicinity immediately discovered what was happening and seemed to understand. They were stupefied. They cried out and waved to me. It seemed as if I still had a human form. I couldn't resist smiling and waving to the people that I knew. I suddenly had an idea, “Why aren't some of the people that I care about here? Should I look for them?”
Since I was leaving the human world I feared that I wouldn't see them again. I immediately eliminated this thought. I stopped waving and closed my eyes. I felt very tranquil inside as I let go of this thought. I didn't hesitate and didn't suffer any losses. It seemed as if I passed this test in a twinkling of an eye.
The speed at which I was ascending increased. In the blink of an eye I lost track of how many disciples had entered the column of light. I felt as if was I sitting with my legs crossed and my hands in the heshi position, palms together in a devout gesture. There was a huge change in my body. I clearly knew that I was leaving the human world. Another thought occurred to me, “I'm leaving. Should I take a last look at the world! After all I've lived here for a long time. I would like to say a few words during my departure!” A Daoist monastic name from a song often recited in Daosim immediately came to mind. It seemed as if I could open my mouth and the sound would come out. But I noticed that none of the other disciples were speaking. I recognized that this was a test. I then woke up.
I wrote notes about the dream as soon as I woke up. I slowly broke out in a sweat as I recalled it. I enlightened to three things. First, that there is not much time left in Fa-rectification. Second, even the last moments may come with tests. Third, I hesitated when facing the final test. My mind and heart were not resolute and decisive. After letting go of qing, I was still reluctant to leave this world. How stupid was that? Furthermore, at that profound moment I still wanted to speak human words while donning a divine form. Calling attention to myself and my novel circumstances is a strong attachment to showing off. What kind of consequences will there be if at the last moment I still have these attachments? I truly don't dare to imagine. This was a stick warning for me!