(Minghui.org) I became a broadcaster for Minghui Radio in 2019 which was geared toward young practitioners. I am grateful to Master Li, Falun Dafa’s founder, for arranging this opportunity for me to assist him during the Fa-rectification, and will treasure this precious chance. I am also grateful to my fellow practitioners for helping and encouraging me during this process. I would like to share my cultivation experiences with my fellow practitioners.
My classmate and I were running during recess one time when he accidentally tripped and fell. He laughed when he fell down, but as soon as he got up, he got mad and ran to a corner and started to cry. I asked him, “Are you okay?” He replied, “I hate you.” Then he threw a ball at my face. I was very angry and left him alone for the whole day.
I suddenly remembered a Minghui article written by a young practitioner that I broadcasted when I got home. The young practitioner in the article had a similar experience as I did, but he did not get moved or angry. I found my shortcomings and corrected myself.
The next day, both my classmate and I started to laugh as soon as I brought up the argument we had the day prior. It seemed that he did not get as angry as I did and it was all arranged to improve my cultivation.
I know that broadcasting young practitioners’ articles on Minghui Radio was a sacred thing to do, so I’d do my best each time. I would encounter difficulties at times when the articles had to be rewritten several times in order for them to be suitable for young listeners. The thing that bothered me the most was recording each article multiple times only to find out there was background noise. Sometimes, I’d record till 2 a.m. Once, I recorded an experience sharing article over 20 times and I started to get agitated and impatient.
I send forth righteous thoughts to eliminate interference in my dimension each time before broadcasting. One time, a dog started to bark even though I finished sending righteous thoughts. I knew this was interference. Hence, I opened the window and said, “Please don’t bark anymore. If you have to bark, bark 20 minutes later.” After I finished recording, I saw that 19 minutes had passed. The dog indeed started to bark after 20 minutes passed.
I was composing a poem for a New Year greeting to Master. I thought of the first two lines of the poem but was unable to come up with the last two lines no matter how hard I tried. I was doing some tumbling flips while thinking about what to write when I suddenly fell when I was doing a flip. Miraculously, I thought of what to write after I took the fall. I think that Master used that opportunity to give me inspiration.
I would get a cold whenever I obtained a new experience sharing article to broadcast. What did I do when that happened? The only way was to ask Master for help. I asked Master to eliminate my cold and stuffy nose so I could record better. My nose got better not long after I asked Master for help.
There was also a time when I had severe sickness karma. I had a fever and was given an article to broadcast at about the same time. I listened to Master’s audio lectures, increased my Fa study, practiced the exercises, sent righteous thoughts, and asked for Master’s help. All my symptoms disappeared after a few days.
I would get tired and my feet would hurt when I attended parades during the hot summer weather. During moments like this, I would recollect about the past cultivation sharing articles I broadcast. Young Falun Dafa disciples risk their lives to clarifying the truth in China. As young Dafa disciples overseas, clarifying the truth is nothing compared to what the practitioners in China endure. In addition, enduring hardship is a good thing.
I have learned a lot from other practitioners’ experience sharing articles and should strive to be as diligent as they are.
I am not a native Chinese speaker and I have an accent when I speak Chinese. I would get upset each time my grandfather corrected me and I began to resent him. I realized that I had an attachment to only wanting to be praised; I needed to eliminate this attachment.
I always wanted to record and broadcast more articles in hopes of doing more. Most importantly, I cannot regard this as a task and should treat it as a project that assists Master in Fa-rectification. It is also an opportunity to improve myself.
I know Master has been helping me during these past three years. I was able to find inner peace with the help and guidance of other practitioners. I can also display the magnificence of a true young Dafa practitioner.
I still have many attachments that have yet to be eliminated. I will do the three things well and be a genuine Dafa practitioner, and follow Master back to my true home.
The above is my understanding at my current cultivation level. Please compassionately point out anything that is inappropriate.