(Minghui.org) I am very diligent in Fa study, and I read the book Zhuan Falun every day. I also read Master’s lectures given in other countries. I have memorized Zhuan Falun five to six times, and transcribed it three times.
While reading Zhuan Falun during the past year, I have seen wonderful images of Buddhas, Taoists, and divine beings in every word, including punctuation marks. I also saw that there were different life forms all over my body, with faces as delicate and transparent as an infant's. I also saw that all substances in these dimensions are alive, and have forms of life.
Benefiting from Practicing Falun Dafa
I have been cultivating in Dafa with Master's compassionate protection, and more than ten years have passed unknowingly. During this time, I shed tears and had struggles when I could not overcome tribulations. There were also joyous moments when I understood and enlightened to the deep and profound Fa principles. I experienced frequent and endless gratitude for Master’s great compassion.
Before I began cultivating, I suffered from many illnesses, including heart disease (myocarditis), skin disease (eczema), and inflammatory scalp disease (Seborrhoeic dermatitis), and no medicines helped. I was frequently down with colds. In July 1996 I was fortunate to obtain Dafa. After I began practicing, all the symptoms of my illnesses disappeared. The most important thing was that I came to understand the meaning of life. I experienced happiness from the bottom of my heart, joy from the origin of my soul. At the start of my cultivation, Master opened my celestial eye and I could see scenes in other dimensions.
Clarify the Facts about Falun Dafa
Master asked in 2004 that Dafa practitioners in China come out to clarify the truth about Falun Dafa and save sentient beings. I listened to Master. I started by clarifying the truth face to face, and have continued non-stop ever since.
I usually attend group Fa study in the morning and then go out to clarify the truth in the afternoon. I go from street to street and talk with anyone and everyone.
As long as I can start a conversation with people, I can clarify the truth to them. If I see someone pushing something, I help them to push. Many have said that I am kind. I tell them that I practice Falun Gong, and I clarify the truth to them. Most people renounce their membership in the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) or its affiliated organizations. Each day I am able to convince ten to twelve people to renounce their CCP memberships.
I clarify the truth on a one to one basis. I sometimes clarify the truth to several people at the same time. For example, when I clarified the truth to elementary school students, they shouted “Falun Gong” from afar when they saw me. They also chased after me to get an amulet.
Some people have asked me how much money I earn for doing this. I respond by saying that I don't do it for money, but to save their lives, and I ask them how much a life is worth. Some even asked me, "Aren’t you afraid of being caught?" I said, "I do this for the sake of saving you, so that you will have a wonderful future."
Throughout the four seasons of the year, rain or shine, I go out to clarify the truth. I've broken many umbrellas. Sometimes when it was raining, I carried my umbrella and sheltered the people going to work. While doing so, I clarified the truth about Falun Gong to them.
One person was very touched and said, “You Falun Gong people are great. The CCP arrests and assaults you people. Now it is raining so hard, and you are drenched, but you are still saving us. Does anyone pay you to do this?” I replied that I am not paid for this. She then asked again, “Then why are you doing this?” I told her, “Just to save you before the great calamity comes.” She was very touched. I also started crying.
Saving People During Chinese New Year Holidays
I helped thirty to forty of my husband's relatives renounce their CCP memberships, and distributed truth clarifying materials to them. Because my husband still had not accepted Dafa, after he found out what I did, he did not let me go to his hometown with him to celebrate the Chinese New Year.
For the last five to six years, I spent New Year’s eve alone at home. I did not feel that I suffered, but thought to myself that it was a great opportunity to save sentient beings. Everyday people celebrate the New Year. I am a practitioner, and I should save sentient beings during the New Year.
On the first day of the New Year, I brought truth clarifying materials with me and went from one unit to the next to post and distribute them. I placed flyers at a minimum of 200 units. Fellow practitioners told me that there were video surveillance cameras in the buildings and told me to be careful. I thought to myself that those cameras wouldn't affect me.
My husband called me to ask what I ate for the New Year. I said that I had a simple meal. My husband was angry and said, “Everyone is eating dumplings on New Year's, why aren’t you?” I thought to myself that saving sentient beings makes me happier than eating dumplings.
During the last few years, over a period of a few months, I took cabs and clarified the truth to the cab drivers. Most renounced their CCP memberships. I took many rides in a single day and did it to clarify the truth. I did this for an entire month. There was one year when, within a period of three months, I managed to persuade over 2,000 people to renounce their CCP memberships.
Before the New Year, I gave out calendars with truth clarifying information on them. I clarified the facts as I gave them out. Everyone was very happy to accept them. In this way, even during the New Year celebration, I did not stop my truth clarification activities.
My Actions Touch My Son
When I first clarified the truth to my son, he cried and made loud, unpleasant noises.
After he got married and had a child, he let the child’s maternal grandmother take care of the child. She fell sick after taking care of the child for a few days.
I went over, bought groceries, and cooked for them. At night I helped to take care of his child. I went out to clarify the truth in the afternoon. I also sent emails and made phone calls to clarify the truth. I never slacked off on my Fa study and doing the exercises at night. Even if I had only two hours of sleep each day, I was not sleepy.
My son and daughter-in-law were very happy and said, “Mom, you alone managed to buy groceries, cook for the family, and do housework. You still took care of our child. You are really enduring a lot of hardship. Now our child is not willing to be with us. The moment you leave, the child cries.” At that moment, I told my son to renounce his CCP membership, and he did so on the spot.
Talking to All Kinds of People
I have encountered all kinds of people while clarifying the truth. I was once clarifying the truth to a man, and he grabbed hold of my arm and refused to let go. He shouted that his family specialized in arresting Falun Gong practitioners.
I looked into his eyes and smiled. He then stopped talking and stopped moving. I walked off, about 100 meters away, and I saw that he was still standing there and not moving. I knew that Master had him fixed motionless.
Another time I was clarifying the truth to a person who was on duty and wearing a red collar pin. He said that he had seen me clarifying the truth to two women the day before. He said he wanted to chase me but did not succeed. He did not think that he would see me again today. I laughed and said, “I came back to save you.” He quickly said, “You can leave. I will not arrest Falun Gong practitioners again.”
People Who Understand the Truth Are Grateful
As I clarify the truth, many people who learned the facts have been very touched, and thanked me repeatedly. I said that if they wanted to express gratitude, they should thank Master, and that it was Master who asked me to save them. Some people put their palms together and said, “Thank you, Master. Thank you, Dafa.” Some even wanted to kneel down and bow to me. I quickly helped them up.
Master has frequently encouraged me when I memorized a lot of the Fa teachings and clarified the truth well. In my dreams, my main consciousness was like a rocket rushing up in a straight line. I passed many high mountains and big rivers. Sometimes in my dreams, I saw that the sentient beings in my world are numerous. My sentient beings would cheer and lift me up.
Establishing a Materials Production Site
In order to save more sentient beings, I wanted to establish a materials production site. I first contacted the coordinator to discuss this and wanted her to help me. I had never used a computer, so I wanted her to find someone to teach me. Not all of the coordinator's family members went out to clarify the truth, and they were worried that it would be unsafe to have contact with me, because they had an attachment to fear. Thus they declined to help. I went to ask her for help five or six times but was turned down. I felt that I should not wait any longer.
Despite all the difficulties, I felt I had to make truth clarifying materials. I asked around and learned that it would cost about 15,000 yuan to purchase all the equipment needed. Because my husband disapproved of my practicing Dafa, he did not leave his pay card with me. I earned only 1,400 yuan each month. At that time, I did not have enough money to buy a computer, printer, and DVD burner, so I sold my jewelry and managed to get 20,000 yuan.
After many difficulties, I managed to buy all the equipment. Master saw my heart and kept on encouraging me. When I bought the computer and printer, I could see Master’s Fashen very clearly with my celestial eye. I was very touched. I was determined to operate the materials production site well.
Under Master's arrangement, after I bought the DVD burner, I met a practitioner who had cultivated before but was not very diligent. Coincidentally, he had the technical knowledge and knew how to use all of the equipment. With his help, I managed to learn how to use it.
Helping Landlady Withdraw from the CCP Organizations
Since I could not make the materials at home, I rented a room. The heater in the rented room was faulty and the room was extremely cold, so I wore thick woolen clothing when I was preparing the truth clarifying materials. My meal usually would be a sweet potato roasted on the stove.
The period before New Year was the coldest in Northeastern China. I covered the printer with a thick blanket and thick clothing, but the ink still froze. Later the heater was so frozen that it also broke down. The neighbor found out and said to me, “You should leave since you ruined the heater. The landlord is very difficult to deal with. His heater is old and quite worthless.” I said I could not do that. In the past I had clarified the truth to this neighbor and also gave him a Shen Yun VCD. He had also renounced his CCP membership.
I contacted the landlord. When she met me she said angrily, “You have to give me compensation. If you don't, I will sue you.” I said it was my fault that I did not know how to use the heater, and it was now frozen and damaged. She told me that I should pay her 5,000 yuan. Her heater was not worth that much, but I said, “Auntie, please don’t be angry.” And I gave her 5,000 yuan, and she was very happy.
I then clarified the truth to her. She said that when people had clarified the truth to her before, she did not believe it. This time she believed what I said, and she renounced her CCP membership.
Producing Exquisite Informational Materials
When I showed the coordinator the exquisite materials I made, she was very surprised. She later allowed me to be responsible for producing the truth clarifying materials for four to five practice sites. Under my guidance, the family members of the coordinator also started going out to clarify the truth.
Wholeheartedly Believing in Master and Dafa
I've frequently told myself that as long as I have 100% faith in Master and Dafa, all tensions will be resolved, all barriers will give away, and all that's impure will be rectified by Dafa and assimilated. I must remember Master’s teachings and do the three things better and better, and save more sentient beings. I want Master to worry less and have more things to smile about.