(Minghui.org) I obtained the Fa in late 2007. I felt so excited that I cried for three days. On the twentieth day, a practitioner gave me two bags of materials and asked me to hand them out. I was a little scared because I had not even finished reading Zhuan Falun. This practitioner told me that as long as I am a practitioner, I should do this and thus save more people. I was very determined to practice cultivation and I had to bite the bullet to do it. After I got into an apartment building, I was very careful to avoid being seen by others and walked very fast. Gradually, I learned how to send forth righteous thoughts and how to ask Master for help. In that way, I developed my own way in saving sentient beings.
In 2008, before the Beijing Olympic Games, plain-clothes police officers were everywhere. My family told me to stop distributing materials for a while. I said “no” to them and told them that those materials were about the Olympic Games and if I were I to hand them out later, they would have expired. I continued handing out fliers and noticed that as long as I went out, no one was able to see me. They just looked ahead as if I was not there. One day, I handed out some materials and passed by two police officers, who were talking. They did not see me at all and continued talking. I realized that Master was protecting me along the way. I was not afraid and no one was able to interfere with me.
Recently, many practitioners were arrested for distributing materials. Practitioner A felt pressured. I realized that because I obtained the Fa late, I didn't get a chance to validate the Fa in Beijing many years ago. Now, other practitioners were being monitored, but not me. What should I be afraid of? It was time for me to take responsibility. I told practitioner A that I would help and distribute all the materials.
Clarifying the facts face to face is an important aspect of the “Three Things” that Master asks us to do. But I did something wrong before I managed to do it well.
In the beginning of 2009, practitioner A suggested that we go out to tell people the facts about Falun Gong face to face. Seven to eight of us formed a team. While distributing the materials, we talked to people. I went to a park, which was very far away.
In the beginning it was difficult for me because I was not able to open my mouth and talk. But finally I managed to speak. After a week, I had helped twenty-plus people to quit the Chinese Communist Party (CCP) and its affiliated organizations. However, the others did not talk very much, so I felt unbalanced in my heart and was complaining, “You guys are veteran practitioners but you do not talk. Then I won't do it either.” After I helped one or two people quit, but instead of reporting this during our weekly meeting, I put their names in my pocket and saved them for the next meeting. Whenever others mentioned that they had helped people quit, I took the names out of my pocket and told them I also got somebody who agreed to quit. I was telling myself that I was better than those who had not helped anyone quit. What a wrong thing I had done!
In the summer of 2009, practitioner B from another area came to join our group. B has not stopped doing things to validate the Fa since July 20, 1999, such as painting banners and telling others the facts. Even though she was harassed by wicked people, they could not stop her. Once, as she was on her way out of a detention center, she took the opportunity to help ten people quit the CCP and its affiliated organizations. Her highest record was eighty-plus people in one day. Up to now, she has helped a total of fifty thousand people quit. I was very impressed by her sharing. However, I did not change very much.
In the second half of 2011, Minghui Weekly reported that some practitioners whose third eye was open saw that Master was bearing so many hardships for sentient beings that his body was bleeding. One practitioner saw that Master was tied up and someone was beating Master using a long whip. That practitioner was going to save Master, but Master stopped and criticized her and let that man beat Him. This was the karma of sentient beings, and if it was stopped, sentient beings would have to die. I cried for a long time and wished I could bear the beating for Master, even if I had to sacrifice my life. However, I was not qualified because I was not a diligent practitioner and someone who was cheating. Because I did not do well in saving sentient beings, Master had to sacrifice so much. I wanted to let go all of my human attachments and save more people by going out and talking to them, so that the persecution would come to an end.
I felt that my old behavior was shameful and started to take the initiative to be more diligent. Because my character had improved, saving sentient beings became something very natural to me. The results were getting better and better.
I started by talking to people that I knew very well. Then I turned to workers and passers-by. I had a sense of urgency. Even when I was free for only half an hour, I thought that I should save two people. I hurried out and in fact, exactly two people were saved. I realized that as long as we have the heart to save people, Master will arrange everything. I just had to be brave enough to talk.
Last May, I was passing by the bus station when I saw three to five people talking. This was a very good opportunity because I could join their conversation and tell them about everything if they had time. It must be efficient. The next day, I started to go to the Union Station, bus stops, docks and airport where there is a lot of traffic. All places that I had been to were good for me to talk about the facts. Then I noticed that practitioner B and others were also there. Even though I could only help twenty people quit per day, I was encouraged by B, who was able to help more than fifty people to quit every day. Master asked us to save more people more efficiently. It is very helpful if practitioners can encourage each other.
I was a little worried when I was only able to help about twenty people quit every day. I felt like that for three consecutive days. I went back and shared with fellow practitioners before I realized that I did not study the Fa well. I only read one chapter of Zhuan Falun every day. It was like I only got a half tank of gasoline and I was running out of gas when I was only half way through. Therefore, I spent more time studying the Fa and read two chapters every day. It turned out that the effect was better. The number of people I could save every day was souring.
When the number was getting to seventy, I felt that their eyes were a little sad after I had talked to them. It was very obvious when we stopped to talk and I was about to leave, so I did not want to leave. I decided to spend more time talking to people so that I could save more. After the New Year, the number went up to one hundred. It was very stable. I did not go home if the number did not reach that point. Master was helping me and fellow practitioners were encouraging me. This took place for a few months. Everything was arranged by Master. With Master's help, saving people became part of my everyday life.
Before the wicked Party's eighteenth conference, some practitioners warned me that it was too dangerous to go out and suggested that I should stop for a few days. I thought that we should not stop because saving people was very urgent. That morning, I saw many police officers around and it was like they were dealing with a very serious case. I was not affected and continued to do what I should do.
I noticed a young man sitting by himself and I went to him and said, “Hey, young man. Where are you going?” He took out his card and replied, “Nowhere. I am a plain-clothes police officer.” I asked him, “Then what are you doing here?” He answered, “Stopping anyone who is trying to petition the government in Beijing.” I asked, “How do you know who you are going to stop?” He replied, “As long as the machine beeps when they slide through their identification cards, we will hold them.” I asked, “How many plain-clothes police officers are there?” He told me by pointing to each of them as if he was reporting to his boss. Even under these circumstances, I did not slack off in saving sentient beings during those days. The number was very high. I knew that Master was protecting me.
Fellow practitioners, as long as we use righteous thoughts to do things, Master is always with us. For those who are like the old me, please be more diligent. Time is very limited and we should not have any regrets in the future. Let's be more diligent together!
Thank you, my great benevolent Master! Thank you, fellow practitioners!
