(Minghui.org) I took my grandson to a training event on November 13, 2019. As I took the elevator afterward, I felt dizzy, and asked my grandson to wait for me. I leaned on the wall and recited “Falun Dafa is good! Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good!” silently.
A minute later, I felt better and walked home with my grandson. When I got there, I felt dizzy again. I leaned on the shoe cubby and continued to silently recited the nine words as I sat on the floor. I then suddenly became unconscious. My grandson kept asking, “Grandpa, are you okay?” I came to, and told him that I had just fallen asleep.
I rested for bit, but vomited on the way to the bathroom. In the bathroom, I vomited even more – something black that looked like blood clots. My grandson was frightened. I tried to comfort him by saying that I was alright.
I cleaned the floor and the bathroom, and helped him get ready for bed. While I was getting ready for bed, I felt ill again. I silently recited “Falun Dafa is good! Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good!” again and fell asleep on the floor.
Realizing that something was wrong, my grandson called me. I didn’t respond, so he jumped out of bed to find me. He saw me lying on the ground, and yelled “grandpa!” two more times before I woke up. I assured him that everything was alright, but vomited again. Lots of black stuff. He was scared and began to cry. We didn’t sleep well that night.
The next morning, I felt weak and dizzy at the same time. But I thought to myself that I practiced Dafa, and Master Li decides what happens to me. Regardless, I'm not sick.
When my family heard what had happened, they insisted that I go to the hospital. I rejected their suggestions and told them that I was not ill. They then asked other relatives and friends to convince me, but I refused. I knew that the old forces had taken advantage of my attachments, but that I had Master.
A month later, my wife forced me to have an examination in the hospital by threatening she would do something extreme. So I decided that in order to validate Dafa and stop my family from doing bad things, I would go to the hospital.
I had a CAT scan at the hospital on December 18, 2019. The doctors found signs of calcification on my skull, which meant that I may have had a brain hemorrhage.
What does this show? Master had purified my body. Without any medication or injection, my brain hemorrhage was cured. To an ordinary person, a brain hemorrhage is life-threatening, but as a practitioner, it is nothing. If you believe in Master and Dafa, you will be happy and have a healthy life.
Someone may ask, “Shouldn’t practitioners be free of illnesses? Why did you have a brain hemorrhage?” It is because I was not diligent in my cultivation, and my xinxing level did not improve. So the old forces found a loophole and tried to take away my life. However, Master saved me because I held firm to my faith, and recited the Dafa phrases when I was ill.
Exposing My Attachments
I would like to expose my attachments, such as the attachment of lust. I liked to look at beautiful women and sometimes had lustful thoughts.
When my wife yelled at my grandson, I felt angry at her. I also felt upset when I did all the chores, yet got yelled at. Isn’t that an attachment to reputation and expecting things in return?
My wife always said that I didn’t care for her at all, which made me feel sad. Isn’t that considered an ordinary emotion?
Whenever someone complimented me or when my grandson behaved himself, I felt very happy. Isn’t that an attachment too? I didn’t put cultivation first, and I wasn’t following Master Li's requirements.
I have come to understand the seriousness of cultivation, and also the mercy of Dafa. As practitioners, we must watch our behavior and always measure ourselves with the standard of Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance.
